Rather Aimless

So there hasn't been much meat to my posts lately. I've kept them light and mostly aimless. Mostly because that's the water I've been treading in lately. Really if you knew me better you'd know that when I am not in a funk aimless isn't really something I do. But, honestly, I've been in a real funk for over a month now. No real excuse. Just where I am at the moment.

I had a good talk with a precious friend who, God bless her, can always be counted on to tell me like it is. Thank you for that (you know who you are!)

I am feeling better today. Like a ship appearing out of the fog I can sense myself coming back. My thought life and prayer life returning to center after taking a detour somewhere down a road that doesn't need to be travelled.

I have grown weary of doing good. The Lord warned me against it a while ago. I didn't quite understand what He was telling me. Alas, I have landed myself at the bottom of my own "doing good" barrel. I find myself empty and tired. You know that "will worship" I was grappling with while reading that book Celebration of Discipline a while back. Well, I think I'm smack dab in the middle of an object lesson.